I Have Never Become a Bird In My Dream
I have read some letters from my netfriends some time ago,a girl told me that she could become a swallow in her dream , I envy her when I read her letter because she told me that she could became a swallow flying in the sky freely in her own dream and I never never and never can become a bird like swallow or , butterfly in my dream .like Zhuang Zhou , a Chinese ancient philosopher . her letter reminded me of a film: Days of Being Wild directed by Wang Jia Wei , Did you see this film? if not, wish you can see it . A words in the film moved me deeply : let me recite it again : I have heard on earth there is a kind of bird without legs that can only fly and fly and sleep in the wind when it is tired. the bird lands only
once in its life that is when it dies . I those days , I imagined I could have become this bird in my dream , but it is illusion for me , as last , I was in gloomy outlook on it and I agree with another words in the same film: I used to think there a kind of baid that once started would keep flying until death , the fact is that the bird has not gone anywhere , It was dead from beginning , I ponder over my life in past ,perhaps there are some tragic nature in my life , I am always flaunting my solitary nature because I am fond of solitude .
However, when I told my USA freind about the dream ,he is very kind of me and reply me today and what he type to me is very inspiring indeed , now , I copy it to you ,share my good feeling about him : Well, at least it is for me .I am setting here sipping my tea, watching the sunrise with my dog. She is laying on the sofa I am looking at the sun. It will be up in two minutes now. I can see faint pink and purples peeking through the clouds. The morning aches and pains are slowly leaving my body. I Hope you have a night full of good dreams,and you wake up full of happiness. May you enjoy your night flight with the swallow. When you wake up and you move through the day you are unaware of the person looking at your kind face that has a warmth inside of his heart because of you. Even if its only for a minute goodness was spread and no one the wiser. Think how many people you pass on the street, the people at work you never know how many people you touch with your soul. I hope you touch many because your soul is a beautifulthing.The sunbeams are poking through the window now hitting the computer screen making it hard to see. I look forward toward your letters because your beautiful soul touched me.
Above these words is his words to me, this is very lyric and good letter in my mind .to tell you the truth , why I can still remain surfing online , because I have some very good netfriends including you ..
I know that I was unsuccessful man in past and now I am an incompetent man in my work , nevertheless I know that the secret of health for both mind and body is not mourn for the past , not to worry about the future , not to anticipate troubles , but to live wisely and earnestly for the present , in other words I should not dwell in the past, not dream of the future uselessly only concentrate my mind on the present moment .
Sometimes I am too naive to communicate with others online . this year I only come to the net to reply my good netfriends letters . I used to have a good netfriend who is US man , he is very learned and we wrote letters for about more than three hundred letters, however. he was dead of fatal ill at the end of last year , perhaps I am really an unlucky man and I predict that it is very difficult for me to find such the good man like him . .
How to write ?
Do you like reading books , until now I still regard the Harveest magazine [收获}as a good literature magazine though there are some rubbish novels in this magazine, I have collected this magazines from 1979 to now ,some were bought in the old book market , now I casn boast myself that the total Harvest magazines I possess are about 150 volumes , recently I read a good novel in the magazine , a poem in a novel named a slow boat to China is very lyric amd touching . now I copy it for you and wish you can appreciate it :
I 'd lve to get you on a slow boat to China ,
All to myself alone .
There is no verse to the song ,
Cause I dont want to wait a moment too long.
I 'd love to get you on slow boat to China.
All to my self alone ,
Get you and keep you in my arms ever more.
Leave all you loves weeping on the far away shore .
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