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We both had done the math, and Kelly added it all up. She knew she had to let me go. I added it up, knew that I'd lost her. 'Cause I was never gonna get off that island. I was gonna die there, totally alone. I mean, I was gonna get sick or get injures. The only choice I had, the only thing I could control was when and how and where that was gonna happen. So I made a rope. And I went up to the summit to hang myself. But I had to test it, you know? Of course. You know me. And the weight of the log snapped* the limb of the tree. So I-I-I couldn't even kill myself the way I wanted to. I had power over nothing. And that's when this feeling came over me like a warm blanket. I knew somehow that I had to stay alive. Somehow I had to keep breathing, even though there was no reason to hope. And all my logic said that I would never see this place again. So that's what I did. I stayed alive. I kept breathing. And then one day that logic was proven all wrong because the tide came in, gave me a sail. And now, here I am. I'm back in Memphis, talking to you. I have ice in my glass. And I've lost her all over again. I'm so sad that I don't have Kelly. But I'm so grateful that she was with me on that island. And I know what I have to do now. I gotta keep breathing. Because tomorrow, the sun will rise. Who knows what the tide could bring?
“我们都已经做了数学，凯利说这一切了。她知道她让我去。我说了，知道，我想失去了她。 '因为我从来没有要去下车岛屿。我要去死于那里，完全独立。我的意思是，我是要去生病或者受伤。唯一的选择，我有，我唯一可以控制何时和如何以及在何处是要去发生。所以，我提出了绳索。我走到首脑会议挂起自己。但是，我不得不测试它，你知道吗？当然。你知道我。重量日志终结*肢体的树。因此，第三甚至不能杀死自己的方式我想。我有什么权力。而这时候这种感觉过来我像一个温暖的毛毯。某种程度上说，我知道我必须活下去。不知怎的我不得不保持呼吸，即使没有任何理由希望。而且我所有的逻辑说，我永远不会再看到这个地方。所以我也正是这么做的。我住活着。我一直在呼吸。然后一天这一逻辑是错误的，因为所有证明浪潮冲了进来，给了我一个别开生面的机会。现在， ，我在这里。我在孟菲斯，与您聊天。我已经在我的冰玻璃。我已经失去了她所有了。我很伤心，我没有凯利。但我如此感激，她是我在这个岛上。而且我知道我现在要做。我总得保持呼吸。因为明天，太阳将上升。谁知道可能带来的潮流？ “